It's not meant to be a strife
It's not meant to be a struggle uphill
Thursday, January 31, 2002
Sing a song of sixpence
When a relationship ends there are many things left over, one of which is music.
The songs that were important in the relationship become virtual lyrical landmines.
At what point does listening to said music become non-painful? At what point
does a song loss one meaning and take on a different one?
Wednesday, January 30, 2002
they said:
"there's too much caffeine in your blood stream
and a lack of real spice in your life"
I said:
"leave me alone because I'm alright, dad
just surprised to still be on my own....
Frozen fruit
Today on my way to work, just out side the metro station.
Was 4 or 5 people dressed as bananas. Now that isn't the funny
thing. For outside the metro stops I have seen people dressed up
as some funny ass shit. But the main point of this whole post is
that it is only 30 degrees out this morning. This people had on
black thin tights and a foam banana suit, what in the hell did
they do to deserve that?
Tuesday, January 29, 2002
So be it, I’m your crowbar, If that’s what I am so far
Until you get out of this mess, And I will pretend
That I don’t know of your sins, Until you are ready to confess
But all the time, all the time, I’ll know, I’ll know
And you can use my skin, To bury secrets in
And I will settle you down
Monday, January 28, 2002
Tonight I got my email confirming my ordination in to
Universal Life Church, Modesto, California. Yes I am now
a minister. ULC says, "As a minister, you are authorized
by the church to perform the rites and ceremonies of the
church (except circumcision), including weddings, funerals,
baptisms and blessings, subject to the laws of your country,
state, or locality." Damn geno will not be doing any snip
snip to little boys!!
Because of Chris, I have started making lists...
1. Make list (checked)
2. Become super-uber fabulous!!
3. Nap
One out of three isn't bad!
Don't miss your chance!!!
You only have one more day to vote!!! The Bloggies are here!
Just if you were wondering here is how I voted on some important categories.
Best merchandise: Little Yellow Different
Best weblog webring: Webloggers
Best application for weblogs: Blogger
Best Canadian weblog: BobUpNDown
Best Tagline: LYD: "Like Speed Racer. But gayer"
Best Cam: East/West
Best GLBT: East/West
Blog of the Year: Little Yellow Different
Go Vote Now
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Friday, January 25, 2002
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Thursday, January 24, 2002
A good friend of mine Rob Rosen wrote a book. Which I have blogged about before.
It is called "Sparkle The queerest book you will ever love". Well he got his first real
review (not including my wonderful editoral piece on Amazon). Also there is an
interview with him there also. So go forth and check it out!
all the world just stopped now so you say you don’t wanna stay together
anymore let me take a deep breath babe if you need me me and neil’ll be
hangin’ out with the DREAM KING Neil says hi by the way I don’t believe
you’re leaving cause me and Charles Manson like the same ice cream.
Funnest blog post EVER!!!
Okay, kids, the official Bloggies nominations are up and ready to be
voted on by the public. While the fellow nominees in our categories,
"best glbt blog" and "best cam," are all very dear friends or admired
acquaintances and respected strangers, I must say this: I will cut
you bitches with my giant rusty meat cleaver.
I give you this fair warning in the spirit of love: I am prepared to have
a damn good time. So watch your back. Between now and Tuesday
I will show the world that I am the faggiest homosexual on the internet,
and the biggest cam whore that ever lived. Fasten your seatbelts. I
KNOW WHERE YOU BLOG and you can expect me when you least
expect me. That's right, Nancy, I'll be there at the lesbian potluck,
sprinkling beef in the tofu. Yeah, Sparky, I'll be at the gym, adding
weights to your benchpress machine to crush your spindly form.
In fact, one trip to Brooklyn (*shudder*) and I can take down both
Sparky and Berticia Adams. A Concorde overseas, and I might lure
Tom into a session of cottaging, and next thing you know, blammo!
"What are you, about a size 14?" And he'll be down in that secret
oubliette in my Manhattan apartment and I'll be screaming "It puts the
lotion on or it gets the Bloggie's hose again!"
Oh, and all these years I've know Ernie, and -- he's gay? Who knew?
That is all. You have been warned. You think it's a little over the top to
issue death threats over a web award? HA! DREAM ON! Let the games begin!
Via Choire
Hell I voted for him!!!
Wednesday, January 23, 2002
Not sure about Opera. It is very fast. But blogging is hard.
The window you type you post into for some reason is tiny.
Also I can't play a couple of my fav. internet games.
I guess we will see how fast they come up with plug-ins.
Tuesday, January 22, 2002
Midas Scam (real audio)
or will I see you dear and wish I could come back you found a girl
that you could TRULY love again will you still call for me when
she falls asleep or do we soon forget the things we cannot see...
Changes in the new AIM for Mac:
No more graphic smiley faces.
No more file transfers.
But the damn thing will read to you what your buddy just IMed you!!!
My Way Blog Award™
Quite a few of my fav blogs were winners in the My Way Blog Award™ Contest.
Nancy
Jonno
TinMan
Choire & Philo
Some that I was bummed didn't show up...
Mightygirl
Andy's Chest
Encorswish
Little Yellow Different
Friday, January 18, 2002
What cocktail am I you ask? I am a Imperial:
I am horribly toxic adn obnoxious although I may seem interesting.
Which drink are you?
Don’t stop now what you’re doin. What you’re doin my ugly one.
Bring them all here. Hard to hide a hundred girls in your hair.
It won’t be fair if I hate her, if I ate her. You can go now.
You’re already in there, I’ll be wearing your tattoo.
You’re already in there.
Every once in while I will peruse a site and read the archives. Today I picked
encorswish. Now the point of this whole story is… Links. All those old links from
months pass. All those Yahoo news articles, quotes of other sites, weird and
strange things for sale, yada yada yada. Those links won’t be up forever.
Readers are thinking they are getting to check
out which member of The Facts of Life they are. And whom ever hosted that site
back in June of ’99 when you blogged the link has since become a cult member
and given up a life of modern conveniences. (computer, phone line, running water,
web, flushing toilet) Thos readers are left in a lurch, sitting there having just finished
the worlds larges spreadsheet on the use of video cameras in a M&M factory
to compare the amount of red M&M eaten by assembly line
workers to green ones. But I digress, this is sad but what can you do.
Nothing. So really there was no point to this whole post.
Here at work I came across a book of clipart photos and CD. They are pretty good.
Here are a few of them. *Click the each image to see a larger version*
NO... Don't turn off the free porn!
Last night flipping thru channels I passed a channel with full
out porn. Yeah you heard me right porn!! It was on
channel 29 here in SF the cable access channel. Mixed in with
music video, weird skits, and clips from old SNL, was free porn.
The first clip was a bit of cute bear porn too. It was very strange.
Thursday, January 17, 2002
I all the suddenly lost my ability to turn my head left. It hurts.
Now my enemies can just come from my left side and surprise me.
Ok way to many people are coming to my site looking for that damn
Calvin Klein model Travis. EWWWW!!!
I wonder what those people think when they see my site.
Wednesday, January 16, 2002
Actor's plaque mistakenly honors King's assassin
LAUDERHILL, Florida (Reuters) -- A plaque intended to honor black
actor James Earl Jones at a Florida celebration of the life of Martin
Luther King instead paid tribute to James Earl Ray, the man who
killed the black civil rights leader, officials said Wednesday... [More]
Peter Hobbs on Rem Koolhaas
I got into Koolhaas's metallic gray Peugeot coupe this spring for a very fast drive
to Schiphol Airport. He was off to yet another speaking engagement, one which
Miuccia Prada would be attending. I observed that he was wearing the unmistakable
blunt-toed Prada loafers and what could have been an entire Prada outfit. I asked.
He denied it.
"It would be too craven to be completely Pradified," he said.
Later, when he removed his long brown coat, I discreetly checked the label. Prada.
Via Choire
Had an amazing dinner last night at Angkor Borei a wonderful Cambodian
restaurant in the outer mission. Then was off to North Beach for some yummy coffee.
Tis a good night.
Sitting here remembering me
Always been a shoe made for the city
Go ahead accuse me of just singing about places
With scrappy boys faces have general run of the town
Playing with prodigal sons
Take a lot of sentimental valiums
Can't expect the world to be your Raggedy Andy
While running on empty you little old doll with a frown
You got to keep in the game
Retaining mystique while facing forward
I suggest a reading of Lessoon in Tightropes
Or urfing Your High Hopes or dios Kansas
It isn't very smart
Tends to make one part
So brokenhearted
Tuesday, January 15, 2002
Cigarettes and chocolate milk
These are just a couple of my cravings
Everything it seems I like's a little bit stronger
A little bit thicker, a little bit harmful for me
If I should buy jellybeans
Have to eat them all in just one sitting
Everything it seems I like's a little bit sweeter
A little bit fatter, a little bit harmful for me
Today I am having a problem with being aware of my arms, and where
they are in relationship to the world. I have cut my hands 3 time. Just
doing stupid stuff.
Sam is looking for his friend, Buba. Sam hasn't seen Buba in 3 years since
he was released from prison. See Sam was Buba''s bitch for 5 of the 8 years
he was in prison. But Sam did find Buba, thanks to Convicts Reunited.
Thru Convicts Reunited, Sam found out Buba is on death row
for killing his last bitch, cuz he wouldn't give it up. So Sam can't see him anyway.
But that really isn't the point of the story.
Via Chris
Monday, January 14, 2002
Lucky geno.
So this post is coming str8 to you from the new Apple store,
in Palo Alto. On the new iMac. I want one really, really, really bad!!!
You give off bad vibes, and like to have control in any given situation.
If you aren't satisfied with something then you don't think anyone else should be either.
You'd go pretty far to get what you want, even if it means wiping out human existance!
On an upside...you do have sexy horns.
If you aren't satisfied with something then you don't think anyone else should be either.
You'd go pretty far to get what you want, even if it means wiping out human existance!
On an upside...you do have sexy horns.
What were you wanting?
I just want to say
Don't ever change now baby
And thank you
I don't think we will meet again
And you must leave now
Before the sunrise
Above skyscrapers
The sin and
This mess we're in and
The city sun sets over me
I finally buckled under the pressure. I have added more pictures of myself.
If you wish to view them, go here, and please don't laugh to loud.
I have owned PJ Harvey's newest album,
Stories From The City, Stories From The Sea, since the week it came out. I had
listened to it when I first got it and then put it away without much thought. I broke
it back out about a week ago. And I was amazed I so quickly shelved it. What a
amazing album. Brilliant lyrics, and a perfect presentation. A must have!!!
Weekend recap
Tis a good weekend. On Friday night I meet some friends at Martuni’s for cocktails.
And let me tell you they make a kick ass sour apple martini. Then was off to the Pilsner.
Saturday I finally made it for lunch at the St. Francis Creamery. Which I had tried to
make it to twice. Once closed, second was in the middle of closing. Saturday night had
a string of parties to attended. First a couple of us met at the Powerhouse bar in Soma.
After the adorable bartender bought us shots and then topped off our half empty drinks.
Now that is a bartender I can stand behind! Then we were off to the Patisserie Café
for a fab B-day party. The group were made mostly up by cool hip artsy burning man going
people. Fun ensued, drinks were a flowing and yummy food was feasted upon. After
meeting and greeting there we headed to the Squid list 6th anniversary party in the deep,
Mission. The Squid list is a email news group for the hip and happening art, party
group for San Francisco. There we got to see a performance from Attaboy and Burke.
They are a space age techno pop band if they had a baby with the Beastie Boys.
Sunday got to hang out with Cathey from PDX.
Played around with her new Titanium Powerbook. Then it was off to bed for me.
The Simpsons on shoes shopping...
Marge: You need something nice, something you can wear to church.
Lisa: But Jesus didn't wear shoes he wore sandals.
Homer: Well maybe if he had better arch support they wouldn't have been able to
catch him.
Can you hear them, The helicopters, I'm in New York
No need for words now, We sit in silence
You look me, In the eye directly
You met me, I think it's wednesday
The evening, The mess we're in
Friday, January 11, 2002
Ok I am so in love with Jonathan Ive!!!
Not only is he adorable. But he was also head designer on the old and new iMac,
G4, and the G4 Cube, TPowerbook, both iBooks,
and the everloved iPod.
Very cool and very cute!
Deck the halls I’m young again
I’m you again
Racing turtles the grapefruit is winning
Seems I keep getting this story
twisted so where’s Neil when you need him
Deck the halls it’s you again
It’s you again
Somewhere someone most know the ending
Is she still pissing in the river now
Heard she’d gone moved into a trailer park
So sure we were on something
Your feet are finally on the ground
Datura
get out of my garden
passion vine, texas sage, indigo spires saliva, confederate jasmine,
royal cape plumbago, arica palm, pygmy date plam, snow on the mountain,
pink powderpuff, datura, crinum lily, st. chrstopher’s lily, silver dollar eucalyptus,
white african iris, katie’s charm rueillia, variegated shell ginger, florida coontie,
datura, ming tea, sword fern, dianella, walking iris, chocolate cherries allamanda,
awabuki viburnum
is there room in your heart
for you to follow your heart
and not need more blood
from the tip of your star
get out of my garden
walking iris, chocolate cherries allamnada, awabuki viburnun, natal plum,
black magic ti, mexican bush sage, gumbo lumbo, golden shrimp, belize shrimp,
senna, weeping sabicu, golden shower tree, golden trumpet tree, bird of paradise,
come in, variegated shell ginger, Datura, lonicera, red velvet costus, xanadu philodendron,
snow queen hibiscus, frangipani, bleeding heart, persian shield, cat’s whiskers,
royal palm, sweet alyssum, petting bamboo, orange jasmine, clitoria blue pea,
downy jasmine, Datura, frangipani
dividing Canaan
piece by piece
o let me see
dividing Canaan
call me evil call me tide is on your side
anything that you want
anybody knows you can conjure anything
by the dark of the moon boy
and if you keep your silence silencer
on you’ll talk yourself right into a job
out of a hole, into my bayou
Standin’ on a corner in Winslow Arizona
and I’m quite sure I’m in the wrong song
2 girls 65 got a piece tied up in the back seat
“honey we’re Recovering Christians”
in the Springtime of his voodoo
he was going to show me spring
Thursday, January 10, 2002
Wednesday, January 09, 2002
I don't know
Only God knows where the story is
For me, but I know where the story begins
-Mary J. Blige
It is amazing how the rollercoaster ride (no pun, sorry inside joke) of sad,
angry, happy, etc. Can all become a moment of clarity. And then ease.
One of the funnest sites I have seen in a long time.
ghettopimpin.com
Check out the eavesdroppin section. I was rolling on the floor laughing!!!
Via Philo
Ernie on the death of Dave Thomas.
"So you know how Biker's pour malt liquor on their fallen comrades graves?
Does that mean I can pour a Frosty on... oh, nevermind."
Tuesday, January 08, 2002
Wow it is already the 8th and I didn't post my resolution.
My resolution for 2002 is: Diversify
Meaning I am not going to let my self get stuck in the ruts of 2001.
Going to the same old places, doing the same stuff. But get out
there and try new and different things. Diversification, sound good
to me!!!
Jonno, Victor, Tin Man, Tim.All have been having a blogger
conversation on the number of sexual partners they have been with. Hmmm... Wow!
Now that brings up a conversation I had not to long ago with a St8 girlfriend of mine.
She was shocked at my amount. A couple other friends were also in this conversation, and
were not shocked at my totals. I am sure, that I am getting close to the high triple digits. And
I don't think that is uncommon in the gay world. And I know for a fact it isn't uncommon
in the SF gay world. I am not ashamed or shocked by my totals. I have lived a wild and
crazy life. Now some would wonder if gay men of the world and I have a problem. Now
Jonno has come up with a self-administered test. And here it is.
- Do you find yourself sucking cock by yourself, or first thing in the morning?
- Do you occasionally suck cock after a disappointment, a quarrel,
or when work is difficult? - When sucking cock in a social situation, do you try to sneak a few extra
partners when others will not notice? - Are there certain occasions when you feel uncomfortable if cock is not available?
- Are you able to handle more cock than you did when you first started having sex?
- Have you recently noticed that you cannot handle as much cock as you used to?
- Do you sometimes feel guilty about sucking cock?
- Are you irritated when family or friends discuss your cocksucking?
- Do you try to avoid family or friends while you are sucking cock?
- Do you often find that you wish to continue sucking cock after your friends
say you've had enough? - Have you often failed to keep the promises you made about cutting down
on your cocksucking? - Do you sometimes have the "shakes" in the morning and find that it helps
to suck a little cock - Do you sometimes suck cock for several days at a time?
- After periods of cocksucking, do you sometimes see or hear things
that aren't there? - Do you envy people who can suck cock without getting into trouble?
- Do people often tell you that they can smell cock on your breath?
- Do you tell yourself you can stop sucking cock anytime you want to?
- Have you ever felt your life would be better if you didn't suck cock?
Hey, it is time for the 2002 Weblog Awards. So go forth and vote.
Monday, January 07, 2002
I have been invited to my first non-family gay Super Bowl
get-together. I just don't know what to think about that...
Damn I got booted from the webcast and couldn't get on again.
Now I am on MacRumors that is updating their sites with
up to the minute news.
So cool!!! Sitting here at work, on my computer. Working and listening
to a live stream of Steve Jobs keynote speech at MacWorld only 4
blocks away at The Moscone Center. So cool!!!
Saturday, January 05, 2002
Last night hanging out with friends at the Pilsner Inn, here in SF.
A poll got passed around. And here are the answers:
Pilsner Poll 1/4/02: Results
1) My preferred flavor of yogurt
- 2- Candy Apple (5.7%)
- 1- Barth (2.6%)
- 7- Something Fruity (20%)
- 8- I am not a Lez (22.9%)
- 8- Strawberry Banana (22.9%)
- 9- Vanilla (25.7%)
2) I know what it means to queef
- 20- Yes (64.5%)
- 11- No (35.5%)
3) I have used a piece of steak to reduce swelling on my black eye
- 5- Yes (16.1%)
- 17- No (54.8%)
- 9- I have never had a black eye (29%)
4) Do you, in general, sit or stand to pee?
- 4- Sit (12.5%)
- 26- Stand (81.3%)
- 2- I don’t pee, I urinate (6.3%)
5) Do you say woof?
- 11- Yes (35.5%)
- 20- No (64.5%)
6) Do you consider yourself to be a bear?
- 3- Yes (9.7%)
- 27- No (87.1%)
- 1- I am on the inside (3.2%)
7) What is your opinion on trimmed pubes?
- 9- A must (29%)
- 4- It’s a jungle down there (12.9%)
- 16- Could go either way (51.6%)
- 2- I already use floss (6.5%)
8) Have you ever been tea-bagged?
- 13- Yes (39.4%)
- 14- No (42.4%)
- 6- I don’t know (18.2%)
9) Have you ever had your armpit fucked?
- 9- Yes (31%)
- 20- No (69%)
10) What do you think of men who shave a little line just above the base of their penis so as to identify pubes and package as two entirely separate entities?
- 8- Love’em (25.8%)
- 5- Hate’em (16.1%)
- 1- I am one (3.2%)
- 8- Wish they would leave me alone (25.8%)
- 7- Huh? (22.6%)
- 2- Love this question (6.5%)
11) Do you or have you ever shaved your ass?
- 5- No hair on/in ass (15.6%)
- 11- Yes (34.4%)
- 12- No (37.5%)
- 1- Trim/Buzz (3.1%)
- 2- Just the hole (6.3%)
- 1- Maybe (3.1%)
12) What is it that motivates you to shave your ass?
- 5- Hygiene (14.7%)
- 4- Ease of access (11.8%)
- 8- Aesthetic reasons (23.5%)
- 2- No more dingleberries! (5.9%)
- 1- It’s a fetish (2.9%)
- 5- I can reach, so why not? (14.7%)
- 2- For fun (5.9%)
- 6- NA (17.6%)
- 1- For a genius (2.9%)
13) Have you ever played “Fetch”?
- 3- Yes (11.5%)
- 11- No (42.3%)
- 4- Huh? (15.4%)
- 1- “Catch” (3.8%)
- 5- Seen the movie “Fletch” (19.2%)
- 1- Is that like Quidditch? (3.8%)
- 1- Like Flavor-Ice (3.8%)
Friday, January 04, 2002
Rock the Vote!!!
Please go to Gay, Dead or Canadian.
In the left navagation bar you will find a poll. Please vote YES!!!
Geno should get more holes in his body!!! Thanks in Advance!!!
As MacWorld SF draws closer...
I am a member of a few Mac email lists. Normally I get 3 to 10 emails
a week from each. Normal question on problems people are having, idea,
and jokes. This week I have been coming to work with no less then 200
emails from the lists. All about rumors going around about MacWorld.
Arguments, ideas, and hopes, going back and forth. There is so much
going on about MacWorld. That MacRumors web site has crashed and is
all kinds of screwed up. God we are geeks!
While emailing with a old high school friend I was reminded of PE class in
high school or middle school. Not sure which. But anyway. We were playing softball and Cathey and I
Were far out in the out-field laying in the grass, making daisy chains and saying
sorry alot as the ball went wizzing past us.
From Ansel to anal...
Last night was quite a night. First started out meeting a friend for dinner.
In the Tenderloin. For all those who know SF. The Tenderloin is not a nice place.
But anyway, we went to Naan&Curry on O'Farrel. It was amazing, it is the
TuLan of Indian food. For all those who really know SF they will understand that.
The food was great, very spicy, and cheap cheap cheap!!! But I now smell like
Indian food the next day, STILL! After dinner we headed over to the SFMoma.
There they were having a showing of The Ansel Adams at 100 show. Most of the
museum was crowded but we got to the Ansel show and there was a HUGE line.
We checked out the rest of the museum and then got in line and slowly worked
our way thru picture after photo, of Yosemite, The Grand Canyon and such.
It was a good showing. Now this is where the story goes downhill, and fast.
We headed to SOMA for a cocktail. Not sure of where to go we ended up
at Powerhouse. Which is a leather "video" bar. It is one of my
fav. leather bars in the city. behind of course the Eagle on Sunday's for the
beer bust. But I regress. There was the strangest group of people at the bar.
A guy in a fringe leather jacket and cowboy boots, singing show tones. A guy
in a fishnet shirt with chunks missing out of it. Hmm... Yummy!!! And on top
of that they were playing the strangest porn. One involved a cops nightstick.
And one consisting of a gay jacking-off while getting a tattoo. There were
long sections where you just saw the guy working on the tattoo. Very strange.
Was a good night. Had good conversation, art, drinky, and porn. God I love SF!
Thursday, January 03, 2002
Deciphering me.
Addiction, Buffered, Cascade, Delirium,
Elfish, Flood, Gutsy, Honest, Irritable,
Justice, Kindred, Loyal, Muse, Noisy,
Obsessive, Prudish, Quirky, Recessed,
Sucker, Testy, Unique, Very, Weary,
Xanadu, Yell, Zippy.
Went to see The Royal Temenbaums the other night.
Amazing movie!!! A must see on the big screen. I think I shall go see it again.
I don't want to say much, other then the preview shows the ok funny things.
The movie is much much much funnier. In that sort of dark scary way.
Thought I’d been through this in 1919
Counting the tears of ten thousand men
and gathered them all but my feet are slipping
Ok some strange searches that lead people here.
baby boy see the penile picture
wolves with huge penis
picture of the human geno